That I would Be Good

I have the theme song that I usually hear anytime I get low. This song was sang by Alannis Morisette. Yeah.. that rockin' lady (or not, hehehe...). I've heard that song many times before, but I never noticed the lyrics untill my friend, Phu, told me that I really need to listen to the lyrics. She even gave me a CD that played this song. In other words, Phu, had insist me to listen to this song. I had no option but listen to it, hehehehe....

Well, you -who's reading this blog at this moment- might think what I was thinking. What's so great about this song? And I'll tell you what. Every words of this song is perfectly describe on how your feeling about your self anytime you fell like you're in the deepest shit. Anytime you feel insecure about yourself. Anytime that you feel like you are just anybody. And guess what? It's Ok, and you'll be just fine. You have your own life and nothing can make it worse.

It's true that sometime you messed-up things, failed in your class, losing your faith to yourself, act like gig, or people might igonre you. It's Ok. It's normal. Soon it'll be over, and you're gonne be just fine. FINE. FINE. FINE.

We will be good.

I will be good.....

That I would be good even if I did nothing
That I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
That I would be good if I got and stayed sick
That I would be good even if I gained ten pounds

That I would be fine even even if I went bankrupt
That I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
That I would be great if I was no longer queen
That I would be grand if I was not all knowing

That I would be loved even when I numb myself
That I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
That I would be loved even when I was fuming
That I would be good even if I was clingy

That I would be good even if I lost sanity
That I would be good
Whether with or without you